my job is making me feel very middle-aged today. i want something more dramatic, intellectually engaging. today, i don't feel like making young adults pay attention while i explain long, complicated things (boring things) to them.
i say today because every day my mood seems to shift. but the unhappy voice is getting more and more insistent. i don't believe in what i do.
i want a free-thinking, unstructured artist's job. perhaps in a foreign country.
or i want a high-tech, brainiac brilliance job. very glamourous.
oh....the conflict! do i quit or no?